So fabilous weather! Still grey sky with rarety rain drops. I couldn’t go for studies early morning and do it only nine o’clock. What I need for feeling happy? Some of wet grass, boots, coat, scarf, my Tate Museum bag and so wondeful songs which I song along an empty road. Painting a study I wasn’t trying hard as didn’t believe in that motive. And as I chilled so fast. After second breakfast I went to book store where my parents and me bought books in my childhood. En route backward I felt myself so integrally like I really live my life in every moments. Like I am Myself with no doubts and weaks. LIke everything what happens is happens right way. I just began a new Roman Empire book, just do some photos, listen some music and paint some studies.
I love rain and all silence and comfort it gives me. But I need to feel the same with no rain else. I need to grow this sense of garmony inside.