Absorbed into days

Feeling boring I’m like a wall of abandoned house don’t able to escape from this frozen life. Today I tried to find some dresses for me but left store with sense of disappointment. There wasn’t anything good only cheap stuff so resemble one another. Year by year I suffer with summer time. Our family never could entertain itself and I feel how it has reflected on me. It’s the rest time but with some reason I just kill my time on silly things. So tiresome to do usual deals like words learning and Saturday’s lessons. Still a power of self pressure makes me restraint in art.