Long restraint and fast issue

How could I be so weak and feeble? I was brake at drawing lesson in the moment what repeated a scene on the first course. There is nothing what had changed. And in moment all my self-pressure burst out me. I tried to restrain myself to say something cheerful but it didn’t work at all. And time by time I turned back to tears. And even now after so fascinating concert of Viennese orchestra I feel weariness. Weariness with everything so strange for me.
All I need time by time is to feel attention, love and interest.
I have no life at all, only my study, but that I do not really have too. I feel myself so outside from these deals.
What should I do now?


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